Sunday, August 10, 2008

going crazy..wanna come?

man..these past few days have been a struggle for me. ive decided to quit with the happy pills, they are pretty pricey[$45 a month can go towards something more useful] and it seems after a few months of any kind of pill they seem to stop working, so im done. im still in the same crazy moods, only my body feels like crap. is it possible to go through withdrawls after taking those things, cuz it sure feels like it! im having constant headaches, my body feels like one big bruse in the morning, and then jello the rest of the day, thats not including the dizzyness either, ugh!

anyway, the twins have been life savers. even though they bug the crap outta me half the time, they have been getting me out of the house a lot and thats something ive really been needing. they ofcourse help me with the kids everyday, which is a blessing, and even come over random mornings and let me sleep in.
i took them out shopping yesturday for school clothes with their birthday money. they were trying to convice me to take them to the mall to buy hollister, american eagle etc. crap and i told them no way, they needed to buy more then just 2 pairs of pants with their $85. so we went to middletown and i took them to kohls, target and walmart. brittany made out with 6 shirts and 3 pairs of jeans..i keep telling her that the mall is just a waste of money, she is finally starting to listen to her surrogate mother.


their birthday was on the 6th, so i decided to make them birthday cakes. they sat down for a few days a googled care bear and hello kitty cakes, and when they found the ones they liked they saved them for me and thats what i went off of. i def. wasnt gunna go all out like i did for antionettes, i just didnt feel like doing that, so i did something simple but they still turned out cute! Ashley picked care bear and Brittany wanted hello kitty!


well i am off to bed..my head is about to blow off!

until next time

1 comments:

Kendra said...

You're getting awesome at making cakes! I'm sorry that the meds aren't helping...maybe you should switch doctors or get a second opinion to find out what's going on. Well, love ya!